Sunday, April 22, 2012 @ 9:22 PM
it's that kind of feeling again.
:(
Sunday, April 08, 2012 @ 10:45 PM
"It's not about how to achieve your dreams. It's about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you."
- The Last Lecture
@ 9:57 PM
i don't like going hospital.
i mean who likes it?
the first time i was having my day surgery to extract my teeth, and got to stay at the ward for about 3 hours plus, i already feel so scared even though there's people around me.
but this few weeks, i have been going to the hospital to visit my uncle (whom the Doctor have told us to be prepare for the worst already).
so when i have the time, and if my other cousin is going and driving, i will go along too.
but its kind of sad.
the whole ward, is full, and the patients, all are old and sick.
and their face tells me that they are tired.
its kind of that feeling that i do not know how to describe.
like how my friend always says, everyone have to die one day.
and that day will come no matter what.
its just that you do not know when.
so before you knew it.
its the same sentence.
live each day to the fullest.
but then again.
it sounds easy, but sometimes, it's difficult.
random post.
Saturday, April 07, 2012 @ 11:55 PM
the same feeling does not goes away..
double double sigh..
Sunday, April 01, 2012 @ 10:22 PM
its been 6 days since the extraction of in total, gasp, 7 teeth (wisdom and molars)
i am feeling really fine now.
the extraction process, i was clueless, as i was put on GA.
i walk into the OT (
i swear i do not want to do any more surgery, like orthognathic surgery, which i might need to, but i swear i just want my teeth to be straight, not look like supermodel with my Jaw align and all, so i don't want to do this surgery).
they ask me to breathe into the Oxygen Mask, and because the surrounding looks pretty scary with all the Equipment, and they put me every parts of my body to some Equipment, i keep on closing my eyes.
the next thing i knew, i was in the observatory area, with a few nurses calling me to wake up, before they wheel me to the ward to rest.
i must say, the only pain i felt was when i wake up, and i immediately took the painkiller, which was super good painkiller.
the throat did feel dry and all, cos they insert a tube into my nose and then into the throat during the surgery, i find difficulty swallowing, but i tried to swallow the painkiller, if not they will not let me home.
and even with the painkiller, i was told to gargle my mouth and all to spit out the saliva, but when the water, touch the wound, it was really damn painful.
after fighting for 3 hours plus after the surgery, the blood stop, and i was allow to go home.
feel damn good to hear that i am going home (but while typing, and looking at my left hand, i saw the bruises, and it reminds me how they say my veins is small).
when i reach home, i was on fighting point.
i don't dare to swallow (no, it's not pain), it just feel very terrible to swallow.
i keep spitting out the blood, and use up one box of tissues.
i know it sound bad but the first day was really a nightmare.
all the way till 11pm, i dare to swallow, and only ate 3 spoon of porridge, and drink some cold water.
and the next day, i thought it would be more pain and all.
but no.
it was not pain, but rather, the feeling of cannot open the mouth, and talk really well like before, just pains me.
i need no painkiller on the second day & third day, but i did pop just in case i feel pain.
as for the swollen part, i only had slight swollen on the left which got away by the 3rd day.
so i am on liquid food and soft food for the past few days that i feel so terrible yesterday.
that i almost on the brink of tears.
but well, just hang on for awhile.
after tomorrow review, i swear i want to eat McDonald's.
i manage to eat rice tonight for dinner(oh man, it just taste like heaven to me), albeit, i took 1 hours plus to finish my dinner.
and because of all this, i lose weight, and presto, i can fit into size 25 for now. haha.
tomorrow is review of the stiches, then Tuesday will be braces.
Wednesday will be back to work.
to be frank, i do miss work a little.
good night all! :)
